I am sure all of you (all two of you) have been wondering if I’ve fallen off the face of the Earth.  No I haven’t.  However, I did fall, and it took me some time to get up.

This week, the topic at church was forgiveness.  So can you forgive me?  But seriously, forgiveness is something I have been struggling with, and a big part of the reason for my silence.

MOPS came to an end a couple of weeks ago.  As I mentioned before, this year has been bittersweet.  I made the slide show this year, which was a lot of fun since I’d never used iMovie before.  It was also fun to get everyone’s pictures together, and remember what was going on when those smiles were captured.

After the slide show, we did our annual reviews and talked for a while before wrapping up the year in prayer.  After the prayer was finished, someone from my table decided it would be best to show me what had been written on a review form about me.  To put it nicely, it was pretty unfriendly. The person who handed me the paperwork stated that someone else from my table had written it.  Everyone stood there and watched as I read it and I instantly felt sick to my stomach.  I went to pick up Monkey from MOPETTES and left, without many words to anyone else. (more…)